today was totally great!

ahaha....yup..happy bday to me! lol....

i got saw many messages and so many great gists too! thanks to everyone!:) You guys made my day...

and thank you so much God for bringing me thru 16 years of my life..I thank You for this additional year and I know You will bring me thru it too...


i thot of writing all the names of those who wished me but i feel lazy..haha..but you know who you are and thanks so much!!!

so i got many GREEN gifts today..haha...from Amirah, Ayidah and Vysh..and they asked RANDOM dudes to give me..gdness.so embarassing...haha

amma bought me a suit with pattiyala pants yest(if thats how u spell it)...and i went for a haircut today for a whooping $58..both of us were so shocked and i felt real bad...:P

Anna gave me a beautiful card with some cash...

got a chain with TWO hearts frm BOX, HOXY AND SARA...and a letter frm Sara..cho chweet ah...hahah

JEEVIKA, VITHIIYA, THENDRAL, AAMILAH AND RAJESH got me this lovely bag!!! haha..fell in love with it instantaneously!

other pple gave me hugs! and many wishes from others....

hehe..and now I feel tired..haha..thanks for all ur love pple..

gosh i feel loved..:)

MY HEART'S SPLIT INTO TWO...

hhahaha...coz i sometimes i want things so badly, but i dun get them...and it seems SO unfair coz things seem to work out for others very well..

I know God knows the best for me but sumtimes being a human, it aint easy for me....

*sighs*....I thank God for everything He's done..
and although it hurts inside so bad I still wanna thank Him and praise Him....

and amirah, ayidah and vysh, i know this time is really tuff for u guys..and even for t_____ and v_____.

but i just wanna let u know that if u need to cry or complain to sumone, i will be there....
and although i cant assure u that things will turn out the way u want it, i can definitely assure yout that God knows wat Hes doing...

and this gurl knows how to give hugs:)