gdness..i cant believe i picked this skin...haha..

after all i am not a chappati person..

yes..i am officially going crazy..

oh wait, havent i always been that way?

i decided to blog..

for those who know me well shd know becoz i am feeling emo..haha..

WHY?

coz i dun have a life!

was just reading blogs and its like everyones having lots of fun and it kinda seems like all my frens have moved on without me and its not sumthing i can blame then abt...

but seriously lately its been like my life dusnt really belong to me....as in it revolves arnd others, accomodating my family...

and theres so many things i NEED but i cant get them...

and there are things i have always WANTED....but i give up...

somehow it seems like life has never given me what i have really wanted...

but for all i have gone thru, it only seems to get worse...and i cant really say it out coz its personal and so i stifle everything up and try to remain cheerful as usual...but it aint easy when i have so many questions inside me and they eat me up...

Sorry God, but i am a human being after all...how many disappointments can i face?

Is it my life or is it just me being an ass? I dont understand why I am allowing all this to get to me...but...errr....its not something that i consciously do...

its like NOTHING falls into place for me while some pple seem to have it all!

mann! Life is GROSSLY unfair....

O..k...how long has it been since I blogged? haha..break record sia...

so this is just to let u guys know i aint dead...hahhaa...lol..*sighs* LAME!

so recently my lifes been shuffling in and out of my aunts hse and so at last tmrw i will be going out for a movie with my carecell to watch MADASGACAR 2! hahahah

for the fact i didnt even catch the 1st movie..haha..who cares anyway..
:P

so i think the outing is gonna get me prepped up for organising outings more with my frens..yeah...SHOPPING!!!!!!

class chalet on sunday..haha..FINALLY! WHOOTS!

then theres practices at church and at sch...gonna start soon...hmmm....

then must study liao..yes....i dun want to make the same mistake twice...

but i really chersih the time i have spending with my cuzzins lately..haha..even though one of them scares us with his paranormal experiences..hahah

gdness.thats another long story..