i decided to blog..
for those who know me well shd know becoz i am feeling emo..haha..
WHY?
coz i dun have a life!
was just reading blogs and its like everyones having lots of fun and it kinda seems like all my frens have moved on without me and its not sumthing i can blame then abt...
but seriously lately its been like my life dusnt really belong to me....as in it revolves arnd others, accomodating my family...
and theres so many things i NEED but i cant get them...
and there are things i have always WANTED....but i give up...
somehow it seems like life has never given me what i have really wanted...
but for all i have gone thru, it only seems to get worse...and i cant really say it out coz its personal and so i stifle everything up and try to remain cheerful as usual...but it aint easy when i have so many questions inside me and they eat me up...
Sorry God, but i am a human being after all...how many disappointments can i face?
Is it my life or is it just me being an ass? I dont understand why I am allowing all this to get to me...but...errr....its not something that i consciously do...
its like NOTHING falls into place for me while some pple seem to have it all!
mann! Life is GROSSLY unfair....
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