this is to you...

ohmy! i didnt know u were leaving until like now...

i havent known u for that long actually..and it was a wierd relationship actually with the interference of others..but after the mess was cleared up, i got a best fren, a brother...

u have been there for me when i needed someone to rant to, shown me genuine concern, made me laugh, tolerated ALL my insults and never gotten angry...and just because u wont be so close to me now(in terms of distance), it doesnt mean anything will change...

so dun forget me k! hahaha...u will always be the brother easiest to bully and i will always be ur sister sumi, k..haha..though i really really hate that name..hahah..

and dun wori abt other stuff..everything has its time...if things are meant to be, they will happen..

so i really hope u become really really successful in watever u do and this is is a really really belated birthday wish to you!

i wish you all the happiness in the world and I pray very hard that you'll find the best friend in God I found..(u won't understand this now)

i will be praying for u bro...:)

i feel lazy to blog..haha

the trip to msia was ok...i did get a break..didnt do anything at all..haha

but i fell sick and so on thursaday, i didnt go to sch and i totally forgot that vysh was coming to sch that day! and now i feel so empty and sad inside that i didnt get to tell her bye! oh mann! but i will definitely visit u in jb..my mum gave me the green light alrdy..hahah

i had a much needed session with God that day after quite a long time..unloading all my feelings and i realised how disappointed i was with life ..with so many things in life coz i focused too much on them...but i guess i gotta learn to realy really let go and just do what I can to make things better....

Valentine's day is coming up and I am a little excited though I don't have any reason to be...hhahah...

and mann! i think the only thing i can be obsessed with rite now is my sch boooks coz my results make me puke blood..seriously...its like i am reaching a whole new low...but I just gotta really smack myself and plunge in those books again...

so after this, i am going to study:)