happy 2009!

HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!

SO 2008 is over and its finally 2009!

a new beginning, new aspirations, new things...

haha....and this year, i resolve not to let what others say to affect me..enough of that..and even on the last day of 2008, the one i loved the most hurt me and said that he/she dusn't trust me..

but whatever..i know who i am..and as for you, go live your life however you want..i can''t stopp you..

but one thing is for sure- i still love you..

haha..31st 2008:

went to church for coutndown..was supeer nervous abt giving testimony but thatnk God for helping me...

and thank God for his touch during the wworship that helped me to get out of my depressed mood..coz i know God is STILL in control

so well..haha..on an impulse, i wanted to stayover at Clarisa's hse..after 12 midnight..so i, janice went there and we had yummy yam cake..haha

then Franklin came to pick us up to go Amy's hse.. so we went there and played the night away-German bridge, Pictionary, Outburst...ahaha...yup it was fun..

and DUH! the gurls won the boys..LOL...

then we left at abt 6am to go home..and the bus was so empty..so i sat on the top, alone...

1st Jan 2009:

at night, we went swensens' at terminal 3 to finally use the vouchers we got frm church...the food was great but i was kinda bored...

2nd Jan 2009:

i woke up at 4am...cldnt sleep..so i took my bible to read...and i read quite a bit before i went back to sleep at 5am..

and this song came to me.i dunno if it was a dream or wat.

Jesus I am thirsty

Won't You come and fill me

Earthly things have left me dry

Only You can satisfy

All I want is more of You

All I want is more of You

All I wantis more of You

Nothing I desire Lord, but more of You

But more of You

its been such a long time that we sang this at church and it was such a wonder that it came to my memory out of the blue..

but it was exactly what I was feeling..

and so, i am in my final week of holidays..hah..aft that its back to sch- i am looking forward to being busy again..haha

* I've got this interest abt the end-time prophecies in the bible..at Jeremiah now..if only someone wld enlighten me..hmmm

wow..neglect..haha..

'jjust write abt whats going on?' ..hhaa

if i did that, this would be a blank.

haha..coz nothings been going on..yep..lifes been boring..hehe...trying to prepare myself for the opening of sch-bleah! why do good things have to come to an end?! ahaha..

so let me just rattle..

or rather reflect on the year? hah....

ok..this years been tough. i cant really decide if its worse or better compared to the last,but still its been tough.

fitting in to a new sch, coping with the work, forming friendships, bla bla..usual teenager stuff...

if u asked me wat i like abt this year, was that i made alot of new and good frens...

and i think i have become a more open and flexible person with regards to my relationships with others...haha..i dunno if others can agree with me..

i have been MORE NAUGHTY this year i think...mischievous in that sense..ahaha...let myself go a little more..i think...actually, i have always been crazy..haha...laughing at wrong times for wrong reasons...

still, i AM AN ANGEL..:)hhee..

and this year, i gotta confess, i think I did run frm God for some time..because I think I was afraid that life for me would get tougher and not better..actually its lame la...i mean since when does life get easier?

but God's still been faithfl..and I really dunno wat I wld do without Him..i mean i had such a close scrape to getting retained..oh God, that was SOOOO scary..

and i am glad i have come to terms with my issue on security and realised that the only security in my life is God...not the love i get frm others, not my friendships, not my beauty, not my intelligence, and watever else..but very simply GOD..

and abt next year?

hahah..i started worrying but thats so stupid so i shall just deal with stuff wen it comes..

and i think i wanna be more active next year..not just physically..but i wanna do new stuff..bake, cook, play, sew?, AND DRIVE!!!!and i am gonna have all the time in the world after my A's!

yup..but until then i gotta slog for that and oNe thing i promise myself to do next year is to give my best in EVERYTHING i do...no more lazy, non-standard jobs...

so everyone wish me all the best! haha..

and in advance,

HAPPY NEW YEAR! LUV U PPLE! GOD BLESS!