wow..neglect..haha..
'jjust write abt whats going on?' ..hhaa
if i did that, this would be a blank.
haha..coz nothings been going on..yep..lifes been boring..hehe...trying to prepare myself for the opening of sch-bleah! why do good things have to come to an end?! ahaha..
so let me just rattle..
or rather reflect on the year? hah....
ok..this years been tough. i cant really decide if its worse or better compared to the last,but still its been tough.
fitting in to a new sch, coping with the work, forming friendships, bla bla..usual teenager stuff...
if u asked me wat i like abt this year, was that i made alot of new and good frens...
and i think i have become a more open and flexible person with regards to my relationships with others...haha..i dunno if others can agree with me..
i have been MORE NAUGHTY this year i think...mischievous in that sense..ahaha...let myself go a little more..i think...actually, i have always been crazy..haha...laughing at wrong times for wrong reasons...
still, i AM AN ANGEL..:)hhee..
and this year, i gotta confess, i think I did run frm God for some time..because I think I was afraid that life for me would get tougher and not better..actually its lame la...i mean since when does life get easier?
but God's still been faithfl..and I really dunno wat I wld do without Him..i mean i had such a close scrape to getting retained..oh God, that was SOOOO scary..
and i am glad i have come to terms with my issue on security and realised that the only security in my life is God...not the love i get frm others, not my friendships, not my beauty, not my intelligence, and watever else..but very simply GOD..
and abt next year?
hahah..i started worrying but thats so stupid so i shall just deal with stuff wen it comes..
and i think i wanna be more active next year..not just physically..but i wanna do new stuff..bake, cook, play, sew?, AND DRIVE!!!!and i am gonna have all the time in the world after my A's!
yup..but until then i gotta slog for that and oNe thing i promise myself to do next year is to give my best in EVERYTHING i do...no more lazy, non-standard jobs...
so everyone wish me all the best! haha..
and in advance,
HAPPY NEW YEAR! LUV U PPLE! GOD BLESS!
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