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tried studying chem today and glad i finally understood sumthing! haha..

during chem lectures, i have become very good at ignoring everything the teacher says coz she goes on like an android with nothing else to talk abt...but actually, its just the same thing ver and over again.. and last year, i just gave up..not on life-but on chem! haha...yup, i did..and thats why my results were like crap! haha..so this year Yvonne resolves to challenge herself and the villain in her life called chem by mastering all those disgusting formulas and throwing them back at the teachers during the exams..haha

okies...i am going a little crazy...wat to do...schwork has that effect on me...

and i want a technological revamp in my life-a laptop, new handphone, get my ipod working again( yup, i wanna slap myslef for spoiling it)...

and today i almost gave up on dancing..so sorry my dance partners, but seriously...my mum wasnt making things easy for me..i mean i know shes concerned but sometimes i wish she wld let me make decisions and try things for myself, besides just choosing the colour for my room...hahah..but i guess its becoz shes always thot abt me before ever making a decision..sighs...so i love you amma, though u make me so angry sumtimes..haha...the way i drive u crazy too..heheh

i have come to know that my testimony on that 31st nite has actualy touched quite a few pple...and sincerely, thats been encourraging..because i know for sure now that watever happened to me just hours before that service was a spiritual attack aimed at distracting and disappointing me...so my mind wld go astray and i wld lose focus on God and wat He's done..

but that nite, i learnt one thing-to praise God no matter what..which is really tough..but when you do it, it totally changes your perspective on life...

haha..but now, theres a new challenge-to wait for things i dun get and sometimes cope with NEVER getting sumthing i want...

and mann! that IS TOUGH! bleah!

and i am waitng for other miracles to happen...i am tellling you when it happens, i wont be able to believe it..but i know it will happen coz its in God's will...and on that day, I am gonna scream and shout for joy, cry, jump like some mad thing and hug pple randomly!

haha...that sounds like madness...HAH...SO LOOKING FORWARD TO DOING THAT!

p.s: if anybody is bored enuf, wld u bother looking for an appropriate blogskin for me and help me to revamp my blog?! ahaha....i will be grateful enuf to kiss you..but if thats not a favourable gesture of gratitude, i am sure a ''thank you'' will do..hhaha

ok..i think my blog really needs an uplift....haha..or either i have a short span of liking towards a blogskin

mann! it looks so amateur..and lame..*sighs*..it needs to exude more glamour! haha...

anyways, went out with haslina and vathany and deepthi today..mann! i miss all the times we spent laughing together and at each other in the past...we didnt do much today but we did laugh alot..i was like some lunatic with haslina..hahah..we WERE table partners u know..

and she was supposed to give us keychains from australia, but she forgot! so like her la! haha...

yups...funny day and FUNNY day...for another reason..

i was feeling so sick on saturday with my stomach feeling queasy and i felt like i might puke at anytime...but i stilll dragged myslef to play touch rugby and was practically feeding myself on isotonic drinks..haha

it was fun, but really hot..and so unglam in shorts..haha...on the way home, i was so afraid i might just faint..thank God for bringign me back home safely...

popped a panadol and went to sleep...nothing was on the next morning except a regular church service after a long time..so aft that, went home and had a nap again...

in the evening, we went over to the new hse to check wat stuff to be changed..

and yup, i am MOVING HSE...to BUANGKOK GREEN...which is at hougang...even further frm sch and church...

the year has started off worse than i expected..hahaa...seriously..its like at a point of climax now....its like everything arnd me is falling apart...gdness, Gods really testing me! haha...

but i think everyone has their own strugges and I have to get on with life..and beyond everything, do the right thing..which is the hardest..haha...

its really really hard to do the right thing and not give into your emotions despite the fact that u might have a reason to react otherwise..hahaa....

but i gotta do it-not for man, but for God

coz He's done so much for me and I want to honour Him...thru my actions..i dont want to be the hypocrite many pple today call Christians..

and dun worry pple, i aint emo..haha..i am still laughing..