Life.....as we see it

actually, i dun feel like blogging..

just really really tired..haha...and worried abt promos..yeap

but theres singing auditions tmrw and wonderful mua hasnt practised one bit..GREAT!

hmm...but aniways, today we almost met with an acccident..haha..crossing that small road on the way to sch..and a woman who was speeding in a sch zone almost knocked into us....thank God she stopped in time.

after that, we forget abt the incident, but the woman get sout of the car to scold us saying how we as jc students ashd set an example for the others..hmm....

example in wat la? huh? CROSSING ROADS?

i laughed..but i was REALLY angry cuz i dunno know the woman and i didnt think she had a right to scold us..yea..i dun owe her a living and neither dus she owe me one..i mean no offence..but, she was also in the wrong..

after wen we walked i was just ranting cuz i was really really pissed...hahha...actually more thatn ranting..lol...

but after sch, on the way home, i just thot how i cld have died this morning..i mean its highly possible rite..haah..

and i felt bad abt how i reacted..coz if she didnt see and stop in time, i dunno where i wld be now..yea..and I thanked God for keeping me alive and well..

i mean in the very least, i may have gotten injusred..and how will i be able to do my exams next wk then?..hmmm

yeaps, so this is to the woman:
i am sorry we crossed the road like that..we were waiting for very long for pple to give us way, but everybody refused to..yea, so we happened to cross in front of ur car becoz we didnt see u cuming...
but i dun think thats a very nice way to put across ur point..because like u said we are jc students and we do deserve some form of respect..its not like we acted like that intentionally...
and U SHDNT BE SPEEDING IN A SCH ZONE! dumdum

u know wen we go thru the slightest problem, we tend to flippantly say that we wanna die?

but, wat if we really did? i mean has the value of life become that low?

we so often go without appreciating the fact that we are alive and wake up to spend another day with our family, frens, annoying teachers, supposed enemies in sch, etc.
but there have been SO MANY who havent had this priviledge..and wen its that way, shdnt we regard the life we have as a gift frm God?

and shdnt we concentrate on living it out the best way that honours and pleases God?

haha..even I as a Christian, often forget that our lives are not ours...

but its not.. and as long as we think that our life is ours and live it with that concept, life is not gonna be nice..ya, u may gain material wealth, popularity..bla bla..but will ther be a TRUE MEANING AND PURPOSE to ur life?

i thank God, coz i know my purpose:to honour Him with everything I do...

WOOHOO! ahhaah....so, i shdnt worry..haha..because my life isnt mine to worry abt!

hmm...conclusions for today:

1)self-reflection helps lots
2) pineapple is kinda sick..haha
3) the peach has got to learn to becum less angry and annoyed

:)