So wat if I remain fat? Get over it!

haha..i just cried...

dunno why..sumthing that sumbody said triggered and the tap opened...haha

my mum says its because i am tired...thats probably true..cuz she knows me best.....and sumone else also said that they felt like crying too..

but....a person can ask abt SO many things-studies, health,

but No!..they have to ask abt my weight...

seriously, does my weight define who I am? is the first thing u think wen u see me is that I am fat?

and pple wonder I keep on calling myself fat..haha...do u know its such a horrible nightmare ur life can become just because you are fat!?

pple label u, they make fun-even those who are supposed to love u...

its just so horrible! and sumtimes i feel like slapping myself for not losing weight at a younger age.....:(

i really really dunno wat to say....at least, in heaven i wont have to go thru this..

i mean wont u accept me if i dun lose weight? will i become ugly to u?

I JUST WANNA TELL ALL THOSE WHO LOOK DOWN ON THE BIGGER-SIZED:

We are all humans..NOBODY has the right to look down onsumone else...u might not like the person but that dusnt give u the rite to say watever u want..fat pple also have emotions.

this isnt the first time..i have heard pple say they hate me coz i am fat...haha..that is SO JUVENILE AND LAME!

u know wat, if I am fat so wat?

its NONE of ur business...I dont need you to give me any recgonition..God is the only one who can judge me....

those who really know me know that just BEYOND being fat, i am many other things.

and only time can tell if things can change...u cant guarantee that u will stay the same forever..i mean what kind of person places value and trust on their physical outward appearance?

GOD LOVES ME...AND IF U DUN WANT TO LOVE ME, HE WILL BRING OTHERS TO LOVE ME...I TRUST FULLY IN HIM

its SO hard..but i know He will bring me through and make me a stronger person..He will build my confidence not based on how I look at myself or how others look at me but how He looks at me....

SO, BUZZ OFF!