Yvonne

two words:ultimate exhaustion....

i was so so so tired that i was sleeping in the car! haha...and fell asleep in sch too....

anyways, today ayidah admitted what she had done..haha..it makes no difference anyway..

and I had to call and talk to someone I haven't to for a long time..and I cried..haha..in the canteen...but I've become so good at it nobody realised..haha

i missed them..and they were really good to me..but i didnt like the way they treated the ones i loved..so i distanced myself..

so anyways, i will be knowing my results tmrw..was telling that i will cry despite watever y results..too worried alrdy...but I trust God and I believe He will bring me thru watever it is..

so i am reading the lesson for this ekids sunday, when i see this portion in the shepherds path...


Trust is a basic human need. We need to know that we can trust others, and others need to
know they can trust us. Why is this so? Because God made us relational beings. When we trust
another, there is a sense of security in the relationship that God intended to mirror the security
we can have with him when we trust him. We can exchange our ideas, emotions, concerns,
thoughts, issues, and opinions without undue fear of rejection. Without trust, we are cautious in
relating, if we relate at all, because we are uncertain and fearful of being rejected or hurt. It hurts
to be deceived; it hurts our heart and damages relationships. God wants us to live with integrity
so when we testify to his love and forgiveness, our message is received as trustworthy – worthy
of consideration. Our integrity reflects his character.

O....K.. that is EXACTLY wat I've been thinking abt....gosh, God speakes to you in the most surprising ways...

and I've had issues abt trusting pple nowadays...but this speaks abt dealing wit that..Oh God, thank you so much..hahha

hmm..lets hope i will be this happy tmrw with gd news...

I wait for the Lord, my soul waits,
and in His word I put my hope.
Psalm 130v5.