Yvonne

today started with j1s meet j2s session...s10 and s11 combined to meet og11..and we were totally bombarded with so much food..haha..crazy..i felt like a pig though i wasnt eating muvh..haha...and at one time, i wld have to pass 3-4 items of food in the opposite direction..haha..

after that was chem lecture which had a fun end coz the teacher showed us how the denaturation of protein structure leads to real life stuff...bla bla..so he made unbaked meringues and a chicken liver turn gross..hhaha..

after that was principal meet christians session so i went to help, and i think it was a good turnout frm the j1 cohort..

life concert is coming up and i want to sing in it! so i gtg for auditions next week..hope i get thru it!

parents picked me up after sch and i went popular at bras basah to get the pencilcase i wanted...asked the lady and she said dun have..was damn disappointed...went looking arnd for other stuff when amma suddenly shouted my name and waved something at me..

so i went to see and she had found what i wanted!haha..and she was like' this is what u went searching for? nothing great wat..haha'

but i was really happy! and had it not been for my mother, i wldnt have found that thing...

its such a small thing but my mother has always emphasized the importance oof persistence and going all out for something..its not enough t want something..the effort has to be put in to attain that goal..and this is something i have yet to learn..

came home and when i was eating, i got a calll...

i was supposed to be at practice in church for tmrw's singing! and it totally slipped my mind!

haha...and u know wat i did..i panicked..lol..seriously, went totally nuts. it was a genuine unintentional mistake but it really made me feel SO SO SO bad..and it still does..

and i realised something..i am so afraid of making mistakes, of turning pple off, too concerned abt what others think of me..haha..looks i got ALOT to deal with...haha...