Yvonne

''with Christ in the vessel, we can smile at the storm, smile.....''

i dunno why..but i remembered this song on the way home..and was singing it to Shu Ying..haha...and taking away words on my own like we did in sundayschool..LOL...

ohno...i have an issue..its with books..once i pick up one, i cant put it down..how i wishit was a textbook...but NO! its agatha christie...and i get so absorbed in it that i literallly put myself as the character and when i stop reading, i still feel all floaty..like i am stuck in that character....

so for now, i am an Elinor Carlisle who has a lot of money left by a recently dead aunty.. my boyfren broke up with me coz he suddenly fell in love with another grl..and all my dreams of young have been torn up- everything i wanted to do was because of him and now that he's no longer mine, there isn't anything i want....

haha..lol....wierd huh? ok..enuf playing..haha

back to MY OWN insignificant life.. haha..

i was at the interchange yest waiting for the bus when this malay lady asked me the time...and then she started talking to me -asked me if i wanted to study further, and abt being in the govt sector and not everyone wanting to beteachers....LOL

and i was thinking how wierd it was..coz this woman whom i have never known was just discussing my future with me..and was offering me indirect advice...ahahah

and then today morning, assemble- abt profession and interviews..and all that...

HAHAHA..IS THIS A SIGN!? oh gdness...

yes if u didnt know, i am one one of those youth who dont know wat they want to be...haha...yup..becoz i dun want to rush into something..i have had my fancies over the years-teacher, doctor, lawyer, counsellor, psychiatrist...even missionary! haha...yes- when was young thats what I really really wanted to be..i cld never imagine myself as anything else...

hhahaha...and now..i really dont know...but i feel i shd...haha...oh God, when do u plan on giving me a definite reply?

ahaha...dun wori, i will wait:)